When it's Real

Spining fast to make life a blur
the words start to quicken then they all slur
fastforward through dress up, dolls and glittler
through all the tiems he instisted on hitting her
stop to the day where the snow's falling donw
she's sitting watching as it covers the town
she hates the oh so pretty scean it's tainted in some way
for nothing can be pure anymore ever snice that day
she lost her will the one to live she's lost her burning fire
her heart is empty of the good she's lost every single desire
full of numbness from lack of sleep full of sadness and pain
she cry's for words she refuses to speek to keep herslef from going insain
he forced himself inside of her crayloa world
he destroyed her mind and now she's an unhappy girl
he touched her so wrong and hit her so bad
it's quite surprising this girl didn't go mad
she can't quite take it as she hides under the bed
trying to think of ways to make herself dead
his foot steps stop outside of her door
i'm afaird tonight she's going to have to be his w hore
hatered feels the room acholic hits the air
she screams out for help but nobody really cares
it feels like forever but he finishes up
she runs to the bathroom she's had enough
she took that razor and slid it over her wrist
blood poured out and she knew this was it
no it didn't work she lived and still wasn't free
ask me how i know it's case this girl is me

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