Seeing you

Sometimes i think of you
sometimes i wanna cry
and sometimes i wanna die
knowing your sitting right beside me
but really its not you atleast not the one i knew
i reach out to you screaming your name
you dont reach forword you dont even blink an eye
its like you dont hear me or your just ignoring my cries
how did our relationship get this bad
i see you walking down the halls
you dont even see me
its like im not alive
i wanna talk to you but i know it would do no good
you wouldnt listen you wouldnt care
i just wish you thought something of me
cause i think the world of you
i would give up everything if i could just to be with you
so many questions still left unanswered
do i really deserve this
i know i dont but i cant seem to let you slip away no matter how much i try you wont leave my mind my eyes wont stop seaching for you
for a little something to hold onto