Thought It Through

I am a girl,
who feels very alone,
I feel I have no one,
I feel so very cold,

I am a girl,
Who no one really knows,
I am a girl,
Who can't afford clothes,

His anger and cruelness,
No one can see,
His hitting his drinking,
The pain is released onto me,

If you looked in my eyes,
What will you see,
Lonely, sandiness,
Pain, and Mysore,

I am a girl,
Who bought a knife,
I am a girl,
Who thought of taking her own life,

I am a girl who thought it threw,
If I were to leave,
What would my little brother do?