I'm slowly falling apart

If you could see all the tears I've cried
if you could see all the ways I've tried
to get you out of my heart
but all have failed
and now I'm slowly falling apart
i think about you everyday
and it hurts to know i may never see you again
and i get butterflies as i lay
as i lay there thinking about what we used to have
and all the stuff i would do
just to here you say once more
i love you