Love...

A word?
a myth?
a fact?
a feeling?

i guess there are many
ways to describe this little word

but what is it really
the thought is overwelming

is it the feelings you get for someone
is it the way you look at someone
is it the feeling of your phone viberating and seeing his name
is it the laughter he brings when all you feel are tears

i dont understand the word
or maybe its just the meaning

for once maybe all i want is just
for this one guy to prove love is real

for my heart has been broken
and tears have fallen from my eyes
i have been lied to, and i have been
hurt by many others

but maybe just once it will be
different, maybe he will prove
my fear wrong, and all of my pain
soon will be gone

i'm just sitting here thinking,
oh is it love?..

*hmmm...i am really not sure of my true feelings right now, i am trying to figure myself out, maybe i am pretending and i've just fooled myself, or maybe its real..i guuess i will find out soon..<?3"