Forever she will be set free...please read

Hiding in her room alone,
How does no one see her pain?
She hides it with a smile and upbeat tone,
No love for herself, she only feels disdain.

She looks and acts like the perfect little girl,
But lift her sleeves and you will see,
That no one knows how she suffers in this world,
How so bad she longs to be free.

She hides behind closed doors,
As she performs this deadly act.
She has tried to end her life once before,
But for some reason the lord brought her back.

But she will try and try again,
Until she finally succeeds.
She will leave this world with a smile for this is the end,
Forever she will be set free.....