Welcome to my life

Have you ever felt scared,
or felt like noone cares?
have you ever felt so numb to life,
wanting to just end it with the blade of a knife?
have you ever cried,
and didnt know why?
have you ever just wanted to stay in bed.
wishing you were dead?
have you ever just wondered why,
why you even try?
have you ever just wanted to scream,
wishing your life was just merly a dream?
Ever get those nights?
welcome to my life!