I'm So Sick

Vermilion is the color of my life.
I'm just So Sick
Never would I have imagined that I would fall prey to a knife
Distorted thought's. Suffering beyond all belief. So sad
The world around me is falling to pieces. Things are spinning out of control
Has it really happened? Have I gone completely mad?
I don't ask for any forgiveness. It is not expected. I chose my fate
I'm So Sick
Waiting around for death to come and take me out of this painful state
What am I supposed to do? How long will it last?
How can I escape the walls of my own mind? I'm trapped. I'm suffocating
I'm Just So Sick
The pain is just so horrid. I lost all I was. All I could be.
Even with my eyes wide open. Disappointment is all I see