I'm so sorry

I've decided on my plan
i know what i will do
I've been thinking of this for years
and now will carry it through

not a day goes by
without this thought in my head
for to long have i suffered
cried, regretted, bled

but today it ends
i shan't suffer any more
hop, skip then jump
I'll hurtle to the floor

i do this for me
so i no longer have to lie
this will make me happy
and here are my last goodbyes

first of all to parents
who loved and cherished me
i feel i was a failure
and this action will set me free

then of course to friends
who made my life worth living
i loved every one of you
and apologize for this grieving

Danni you made me smile
but i could've been more honest
although i liked you once
to love you i could never promise

Simon a best friend to me
the one i could always trust
you will be dearly missed
as i do this thing i must

ed we go way back
my musically talented friend
you've been my friend for longest
and i'll remember you at the end

dot I've not known long
but you'll be missed alot
i wish I'd known you better
then love we may have sought

Amy I'll miss most
the most important in this rhyme
it is your friendship to me
that carried me through until this time

but now i end this poem
explaining things in song
i hope you understand
farewell, goodbye, so long

xxx