More than it seems

I know you aren't mine
though i want you to be
i love when you smile
even when not from me
my minds always thinking
though not always of you
but my heartbeats still racing
like only you make it do
sometimes i wonder
just what it would take
to fulfill my dreams
not just leaving them fake
but until my subconscious
gives me more than a dream
nothing will ever be
more than it seems