I feel so empty inside of me. I could express these feelings any more. Shouldn't I cry when you leave out the door? Shouldn't I be happy when you return to me? Why is my head feel like its spinning around ? Why couldn't I feel my heart beats any more ? The rush of seeing you thou my veins of pleasure of being near you. Why does my body feel soulless ? Why can't I make any more tears? Has my eye dry up? Or am I in a nightmare? Why can't I wake up ? Does my thoughts and question matter to you any more? My walls feel like they crumbling down on me. I shout out for help and yet no one listens, is my voice to weak ? It hurts so much, to live with person I am. Did you know I speak of death to you ? I show the signs wanting to be notices, why can't you just show me little kindness ? Why would you take me to heaven and show me life is worth living? When you quickly back to the hell I came from. Words are sharp then a blade. I lost count how many times you stab me in the heart. Must be the reason why I can't feel it any more. I feel so empty and lonely again.
