One Day!

I hope one day you see,
I cried so hard when they took you away from me,
I miss looking into your innocent eye's,
Every day was a new surprise.

I hope one day you see,
I tried to not be a failure,
I just want you to be proud of mommy,
But I just wasn't ready.

I hope one day you see,
I wanted to be there for my baby,
I feel worst every day,
It wont be fixed no matter what say.

I hope one day you see,
Mommy had a tough childhood,
I'm not quiet the person I could be,
I would take you back baby, if I could.

I hope one day you see,
When you were still inside of me,
I was always happy,
When I had you I was as scared as any six-teen year old girl could be.

I hope one day you'll forgive me,
Your daddy and I weren't meant to be,
I remember crying at the hospital,
After I had you,
I was so scared because I knew I was all alone,
I didn't know what else to do.

Even if I was to young,
I will never regret you,
You'll always be my son,
I hope one day you'll see,
This is what I didn't want you to go through.

To my baby Joshua
xoxo
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