You hurt me!

You hurt me real bad when I was young
And I now I find myself thinking about you both now

I don't understand why I am I don't even know either of you
I feel as though apart of me is missing

I have a great family where I am since I had to move
I didn't use to even think about either of you

But now that I am older I find myself thinking about you

My life is pretty good I couldn't imagine it any other way
I couldn't imagine Living with either of you

If I had a chance to live with you both I wouldn't take the chance
I would be too scared that you might hurt me again

Even though I wasn't even one year old
I have heard about what you did to me and my siblings

I don't understand why you would want to hurt us
What did we do wrong? Did we deserve that to happen?

We did not deserve that
I don't know whether to forgive and move on,
Or not to forgive and to be angry

It happened along time ago
But it still feels so close even
Though I don't remember much
About what happened

I do remember the few times I saw you when we had visits
And I use to hate you so much I never wanted to see you again

But now tat I am older
I don't hate you and I don't really
Know what I should do

But I guess you happy now you probably don't even remember me

I remember and there not really good reasons why I do

I try to forget what you have done to me but it doesn't really work, it just makes it worse and I remember it more.