Love vs blood

by alwayzforgottenxx   Mar 3, 2008


I lie awake at night
looking at my walls
waiting for life to die
wanting my angels call

i held back my tears
and all my anger to
i held back my cutting
so it wouldnt hurt you

im sick of holding back
i need my happy pain
i get my box under my bed
and pull out my sharpest blade

as fast as i can
i sink my blade in deep
seeing the red again
makes me start to weep

why did i ever stop
i missed the pain so much
i threw this all away
for the worst pain called love

i cant seem to stop
the pain feels so good
my brain never forgot
but my wrists i knew they would

i pull down my sleeve
and hop back into bed
i lie over on my side
not one tear seems to shed

i released part of me
my heartache and pain
tomorrow ill need more
cause i know ill hear your name..

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  • 17 years ago

    by XXXsuicidalgurlXXX

    Omg u express urself so depply in hts poem and i almost cried but i don`twant my mascara to run cuz it isn`t water proof *tear*sniff*sniff*

  • 17 years ago

    by Chris

    Make a pen be your knife and a paper your wrist.
    Use your talent in writing to deal with the pain. Keep writing!!!!!!

  • 17 years ago

    by StandStill

    I had to remember to bleed. i'm sorry. this is sooo sad. and i hope that somebody can help you, because there is always ALWAYS another way. god bless

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