Sensation of something crawling inside, raising of hairs ..
and exigent blood gushing and making me aware of its presence..
the feel to witness the presence, but unwary of even its existence....
the deep sigh.... the look inside .......
love, lust, gain, loss all loosing its shine ...
on a lush ground ... green all around..
I find my self laid naked all but from inside ..
the fluttering gentle wind , the feeling of exoneration...
where was I until now ..... why was I crumbling behind self made doors..
why my ears were closed when nature was playing its harp..
why my eyes were closed when nature was at its serene best ..
Now I know somethings needs to be learned in person ..
I am happy .. that I lost behind ...
lost behind .. all but the reasons to smile ..
I can again witness the light crawling along the dark horizons..
the chirping sounds, the in rhythm flights....
I have lost much to find this pleasure ... at any cost I will not let it go any farther ...
