What i am

by hollie   Mar 4, 2008


Blankly i stare into the computer screen.

not wanting to move. not feeling a thing.

as if everything around me is moving and leaving me behind.

i stay behind because if i move forward i might lose the memories of him. my love.

my eyes start to close. my mind starts to wander.

i open my eyes. i tell my self NO! YOU CANT DO THAT!

the thought is still there. the pain is still here.

i need to move on. but cant because of the fear.

i play all day as if I'm happy as can be but am slowly dying inside.

what do i do with this life?

what do i do with these thoughts?

where do i go when I'm alone?

i have no answers. i need plenty.

she always tells me i can talk to her, but what for?

so she can criticize and be sad herself?

therefore i face this problem myself. alone.

for he is gone. sad is what i am. alone is what i have become.

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