Blank Stares and Bloody Wrists

I hurt myself again
Staring blankly at the wall
No reflection in the mirror
No more shadows in the hall.

They left me lying here
To think my darkest thoughts.
The bloody war with a razor
Is the deadly battle I've fought.

The pain inside me dwells
A demon under my skin
The blood flows down my wrist
Forgive me for my sins.

Isolation, pain, and fear
Are the only things I feel.
The memories tear a hole
That can and will never heal.

Who am I now?
Where did the real me go?
I sit here with a scar
But why I'll never know.