Choking On The Past

Words won't come out
I'm choking on the sound
I'm hearing the pound

My feet or my heart
Hitting the ground?
Screaming, oh so loud

From the pain and the
Stains of the past
My future passing fast

My heart will come in last
I will not eat these meals
Feeding me lies,
Is your only thrill

Praying to God
Its not his will
For me to feel

Words won't come out
I'm choking on the sound
I'm hearing the pound
My feet or my heart
Hitting the ground?