Hoping You Understand

Tell me whats wrong with me?
is it because i was not planned?
because your life wasn't made for me
or maybe its not just you, maybe its all men.

Answer me these few questions?
did you know i wasn't good enough?
maybe you knew i could turn out like you
and end up being one huge **** up.

Do you think you are better off now?
that I never never get to be in your life?
that everyday that you and me live
in the end is it really wroth it?

Is it worth the tears
that i cry at night?
the pain of my heart
like someone stabbed me with a knife.

To me you aren't worth the tears
or even the pain at night
but its not up to me to make that decision
i just wish i could make things right...