As i lay here try to sleep ,i ask god for you to keep. I ask him how and ask him why i did not love you and now i'm dying ? I ask him why he gives me pain , i ask him why you did not stay? I asked him if you really loved and why you pretended and why you lied ? All i wanted was the truth , all i wanted is to love you . I gave you chances looked beyond my pride , you were a little younger and that i no longer did mind . What killed me most is i wanted a man , and all you gave me is too much romance. She wanted poems she wanted love she wanted you to be everything you're not . I wanted someone i can trust i wanted someone that i not change must. I accept you as you are , i accept you close and far , i accept that we may fight and i accept that things wont always be all right . No women wants a perfect man who never talks back , who never goes off track. Real women my love , want a sweetheart but also a thug , we want a mix of good and bad , cuz too much of both becomes boring fast. I shut you down and shut me too , i thought i will finally get the real you . I pushed you with words and all my might, my ego stood in the way and we would start the fight. I'm the type of person who needs time to cool off , i reached out to you after i was done being lost. NOW you say you moved on at last , thanking me for opening your eyes , thanking me that you regained yourself and now i'm stuck here going trough hell.
