He was suppose to make me happy; yet he made me sad.. My friend justed comited suicide and i feel like doing it to..i know i shouldn't because now im messed up in my head but it seems that's the only thing that's best for me to do; i can't wear a smile on my face because a smile is just an upside down smile waiting to be found. A poem isn't a poem without those sick: deep rhyming words.. A kiss aint nothing unless its from your lips to mine.. Me without my addiciton is making me sober something you always wanted me to become.. Everytime i would slice my wrists they was so numb; i used to think there was no point to living then you opened my eyes and showed me why there was a reason to keep living and the reason was you; you showed me love something that was never there.. Before you came there was a hole in my heart fulled with nothing but saddness i never even loved myself my heart was justed a black hole waiting to suck up the next thing that hurt it.. You showed me you wasn't going to hurt me; so i took your hand and we walked on clouds now im flying in heaven but not by myself... nope because when i turned my head you was there by my side...
jNa 12-8-07
