Im Scared to Know

I'm scared to know what is wrong
Is it just me or is there something wrong?
Will these tests tell me the truth?
Or is it something just so small it will not show up.

I'm scared and worried because its finally hit me.
I could have a stroke or a heart attack
If we don't find our whats wrong.

I'm only 16,
I don't want to go through those things.
I'm 16 and scared and afraid,
To see the results really are.

Will I need to go on meds?
Will I need surgery?
Or will I need to get a stent like my mom has?
I'm so confused because I don't know what the Doctor will say.

I like my life the way it is
I'm finally happy inside
But I'm just so scared to know whats wrong
Is it something small?
Or is there something more?...