I hate you for making me love you

You look me in the eyes
And you still dont know the pain I feel.

You hug me tightly
And make me feel so good inside
But than you let go and all of a sudden I feel like crying.

You make me laugh and make me happy
But all at the same time I hate you so much.

I hate you for making me feel this way,
I hate you for being my friend.
I hate you so much that I wish you wouldn't exist.

I hate your smile
So big and so bright,
It makes me happy but it breaks my heart.

I hate the way you dress
So clean and preppy
It makes me want you even more
But I know ill never have you.

I hate it when you say hi to me
And give me butterflies in my stomach
That make me want to barf.

I hate how I cant hate you
Not even a little
Not even at all.

I hate how much I need you
I hate the way I feel

I want to let go and leave you in the past.
But I cant move on until you give back the heart I gave to you by mistake.

The heart I never wanted you to have
The heart that left an empty hole in my chest.

The heart that once belonged to me
The one you stole and wont give back.

I hate how even through all the pain I still want you in my life.

I hate how I dont hate you because love took over this heart of mine.