What do I do?

Its really confusing
And kind of pathetic
Tiny words, not even though through
Leave such a deep path
I'm ashamed, even telling you

When things happen
That contradict
What I thought was reality
I don't know what to think or feel
But I'm definitely not happy

A sense of dissapointment
Slowly sets in
No matter the details
After that
We just can't win

You're probably confused
It's just when you think you can trust some one
And (you think) they insult you
Maybe even twice
It's like, What do I do?