Staring Down The Barrel

Standing in the corner
of the open room
not knowing what
i should do with my life

Staring into the barrel
wondering if i should
just pull the damn
triger and end my life

But the thoughts
just wont let me
the always bring me
to the happy days that i never had

I yell at myself
and say "just pull the
damn triger and
get it over with"

With one shot i end my life
but then i realize after
i'm done i never had
a life to end