As the days go by...thinking about how attitudes reflect my emotions and the way I think really makes my world go round and round...as it tumbles and crumbles at the same time,I get to thinking that...wow if I respect them and give them the type of things they want...why is it that after I respect everyone I get disrepected... see I look at it like this,why do I have to please everyone and make them happy when the only person in the end that's getting hurt and being mistreated with words of abuse is me...but then I look at it...the reason why I get offended or direspected is because I'm too leniant on things..and I'm just too nice, and people seem to take advantage of that and of me and that the reason why I'm not as happy as I am right now...when I get taken advantage and people take me for granted it hurts me inside cuz no one seems to appreciate the things I do for them or the love I spread to them....when I hug you its not for you to take it the wrong way..I do it because I'm showing you that no matter what my arms are always open for anything...when I kiss you on the cheek is because I really do care for you and I show you love...when I wanna spend time with you is because tomorrows never promised so you never know if the day I spend time with you is my last day or yours...so why does it have to be and interigation for me to kiss,hug,and spend time with you?? If you can answer me that with a straight truthful answer then maybe ill finally understand how the world revolves....
