Always in my heart

I hate the fate that makes us so far
I hate the day that u enter my life
I could barely sleep
Hardly breath,
How could I escape away from this feeling?
Feeling that start to torture me
Ur soft voice still in my ears
Ur magic words take the sleep away from my eyes
I start to dream again and again
This sweet feeling that keeps me awake
unTil this time
Is real
I feel it in whole my body
My heart beats faster
My knees get weak
My stomach hurts
And my hands are frozen
Thinking of u is become a pleasure
Pleasure which I really like it
And made me forget the whole world
But the most thing that really hurt
And make me hate the fate that helps me to meet u
You are only in my dreams
When I wake up
I wanna scream
U r not here
U r not mine
I'm here all alone
I can only text u on my phone
Only see your face in the screen
Do dreams lie
Or are they true
I love u so much my heart
As times goes on
I love u more
Ur happy smile
Ur loving face
No one ever will take ur place
But I really don't know what to do
I really can't help it.