Don't you want to wish everyone as gone?

Don't you feel the hate inside your veins?
I just lost the hope, I just lost the fate..
Don't you feel the decadence?
Going more deeper, losing your reason..
That's I'm unique in a repulsive way?
Of course that helped, remember my craziness.
That I am the one who goes down to the pit
That I am like a man without strength
But with a lot of adrenaline going through his head
I seek for revenge, of leaving you with disorders
I feel anxious.. (still interacting with fears)
You wonder about my aggressive behavior..
How provocative I am..
Why am I so intrusive?
Why am I so critical?
Why do I mistrust others?
Why do I have to be so highly conscious?
Then its my apathy
Judge my id side
Its not maniac depression
Or Bipolar if you want to call it..
I seriously hate everyone so much
But then the hypersensitivity comes out
I have feelings of inadequacy
Feeling inferior to others..indifferent..