What happnd?

U know how tired i am
of being the perfect girl
the one that doesn't cry
because someone died

this is getting annoying
i wanna be myself
i wish i could start life over
and become a better self

i hide every emotion
every feeling
every sense
I'm not myself

this is weird
its not me
wheres the girl
that ran free?

today I'm gonna cry
and let every feeling out
I'm gonna set the record
mark my words
cuz here i am...