Missing you

I'm glad you were in my life
in over sixteen years,
But now when you've driften away,
I cannot stop crying tears

Life is not fair
it has never been or will become,
The night your heart stopped beating
will always be the worst one

I blame myself now
for that you're not around,
a part of me knows I shouldn't
but I do and my heart seems stoned

Even if there ain't anything
that I could do,
I always wish I could had done just a thing,
to help you through

Mum, I'm missing you
fly for me til I turn to a crow too
In eternity and ever
I will always love you