Ever since I can remember I have had an abusive farther, broken family and bailiffs knocking on our doors that was when I was younger and u think I have mostly forgot but mother I still remember.
Life/s never been easy there has always been a fight family or the people trying to kick our lives about. I never use to show you how much I understood in fear u would cut me out of what was really real.
But now I am older and I have more rights than before/ my father is gone now but there are other men at our door. We built our selves out of poverty with a man that got us free and he has condemned us back there... where none of u wants to be
Now your job is ending and your health is on the brink mother please don/t leave how could even think.
Just cos we have no money/ just cos we have no car does not mean we wish death on you at all. Yes we are poor again and yes your depression grows but mother we are still together and together is how we shall stay we got out once mother you just gotta hope for that day
I can handle my friends wishing to die I can handle death and watch it go by but mother since u told me you wish to take ur life its like you want to steal your self away. I cannot handle the thought of waking up each day and not having you there to wish me a good day
How could you think it/ I really have no Idea but normally I can help people that want death but sadly I feel useless as though my words don/t count
Im sorry mother but I just carnet handle the thought or your death/
