The pain kills me deep within, for I have committed a sin.
Asking for forgiveness wont do.
I'm Afraid this time is through.
This pain is more then I've ever felt.
But this time, it's all about you!
You got me into this.
You made me go back.
I should have said no.
But that was something I lacked.
Instead I, again, went back.
Now I've lost my strength.
I was away from this embrace.
It was in my past.
It didn't last.
But then you started.
It came back to me.
Now I've gotten back into the habit of cutting.
Then I stopped.
Got away from the embrace.
My pain is weakening.
I'm getting stronger.
I have a reason to live longer.
You go on, and leave me behind.
I no longer want to feel this pain within me.
I need some time, to gather my mind.
I'm now away from the habit.
I have no desire to go back.
But I will always have some pain within me.
Now it's time to let me be.
I'm ready to move on.
You may not be,
But I am and I have to.
Please, you can go on.
Although I want you to stop,
You don't seem to have the strength.
And I can't help you get away from the embrace.
So long for now, may you find the strength to do what I did. Get away from that warm embrace.
You and I will always have some pain within.
So lets try. No more sins.
