I wont give in

Somethings missing in my life
Like a husband without his wife
Its an important thing
I miss my lifes ring

I feel so empty
Somethings very wrong
Cos lately I havent felt strong

Ive crossed the border line
My spirit has left me
It has left me to be
And I still dont know
What it want me to see

Im standing on a hill
My mind wants me to kill
Kill all the fun
Kill all the beauty
Its simple
Just take a gun
But yet Im standing still
On the hill

The only thing
Theres left to be
Is the other thing
But its not me

I feel so empty
I feel so cold
I feel like I have sold
The spirit that controlled my mind
Supposed to be carrying and kind
But now its gone
All I can see
Is the darkness its self
And its trying to kill me

I cry a lot
But I wont give up
I want to live
I want to give
All I have
To find my spirit
And face myself
In the light so thin
No matter what
I wont give in