Compare to him.. i'm..

It's always a battle of brains and looks
it's always a beauty contest or spelling Bee
when a bigger threat appears to the girls we care
the girl always seems to forget about you
when a better looking or smarter nerd appears to the girl we share
the girls always seems to never ask you questions anymore
the after math is tears and screaming
asking god for a smarter brain or a better looking body
asking god for more money or more stupid looking car
i once sat at my bathroom and asked myself
why she doesn't notice me anymore?
the smokes were appearing out of my head
for thinking so hard
as the smoke slowly vanish away
i slowly notice that i was just going to vanish away anyways
she might like you at first
but later forget you and find another person
why still compare yourself with others
when your already good the way you are?
a person like me who writes poems daily
i have nothing great about me
but it never stop me from trying
i have a 1.8 GPA and 1400 SAT score
a girl would just laugh at me and tell me to go away
but i just end up laughing and telling her
i wouldn't wish i was smarter or better looking
i would only try to make the things into a reality
wishing will never change anything,
but it's just a lazy way of not trying
so compare to him
I'm not as bad as anyone
just a little lazy
and boring sometimes
but i'm never gonna give-up
on chasing after a girl who doesn't love me