DADDY IM SORRY

DEAR DADDY:

I hate me life
I know you don't want me to go like this but i have to,
Life sucks..people are so cruel!
I tried to live a happy life,
I have tried to get out and make new friends,
I have tried to be the best daughter that i can but i don't know what you want me to do,

I love you with all my heart
I would never want anything to happen to you,
You have taught me so much through out life,
You might have been a guy,
But you were that motherly figure as well,
You may not have been a doctor,
But you treated my owies like you were a doctor,
You were not a comedian,
But you could cheer me up!

No matter what you did i would always forgive you
No matter what i did you always forgave me,
So daddy i ask you this,
Will you forgive me?
Will you cry?
Will you celebrate that i am gone?

I cant live here on earth any longer
I so need help,
Life is so harmful!

DADDY I LOVE YOU!!

Tears are rolling down my cheek
Like a slide!
DADDY PLEASE FORGIVE ME
LOVE ALL YOU CAN
AND
FORGIVE ME
DADDY I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN.....someday that is..

*I snuck out and put this on his lap, when he woke up and saw it...he cried, he walked into my room...i had that knife up against my throat, my arms were slit already...he sat and watched to see if i would..i put that knife down..he called the police and the ambulance*

DADDY I'M SORRY