Sorry for the language. i was backstabbed by someone who i considered a sister. -mellyboo
so i used to know this girl who i trusted with my life..'till some peeps came along.
i was ignored & feeling like i was being stabbed in the back with a knife.
something went wrong.was fine 'till some peeps came along.
i cried until there was no tears left to cry.
we used to be so close.
always by eachothers side..
but then some shht happened& now everyones only question is why.
at first i was devastated. walking with my head down.
living life with pure frowns. i let it go. there was nothing i could do.
the conversations stopped & my phone never rang.
she never had anytime to hang.
so now not even a smile.not one word.
but im happier than before. smiles & laughs everyday.
not one tear i shed for her.
its actually sad once you think of it.
knowing how close we used to be & its all been thrown out the window.
but fuxk it. she didnt give a shht either way.
kicking it with her new found love everyday.
leaving me behind like a lost dog. i gave up.
i wasnt going to be after her.
wasnt going to waste my time.
wasnt going to cry while she laughs.
i just gave up. now i dont give a shht& i really dont care if she doesnt either.
im better without her. you can ask & you'll see how happy ive
grown to be. so in frankee's words;
"fuxk what i did it was your fault somehow.
fuxk the presents i threw all that shht out.
fuxk all the crying it didnt mean jack.
weo guess what yO'.
fxk you right back.."
if i knew this is the way she was going to be..
&if i knew she was going to do this to me,
i would have never.
&i mean NEVER wasted my time.
but fxk it. i learn from my mistakes.
shht my mom was right.
she was a fxkin' fake.
_mellyboo[november 22,2O07]
