I thought trying to pursue you would help me and get me somewhere in life. i guess it turned me to the wrong direction. I know it's late now to go to you and tell you that i was falling in love with you and that i really like you a lot but now we are just friends so i guess i have to just love you in the inside because you probably moving on now with your life and whom ever your talking to now. I know I'm moving on and till this day i am not going to lie i still have some feeling for you. I don't have the deep feelings that i had for you before but i still have a crush on you and still like you. In the beginning I was telling myself wait for her but now I feel like I can't wait another whole 3 months or more. I think being your loser would be better I guess and when ever you need someone I'm here and when ever you need me just call me and I'll be there in a split second.
