She cries

She cries she moans
shes lost and alone
so out of contact
don't think she can handle that
shes tired of hearing the same line
she drops tears
shes lost control of her fears
watching the cold blade shine
no one to understand her
shes thinking "i don't belong here
i cant do this anymore"
no one to help her make it through this
"i have no life, no future, no family"
torn apart by shame
what shes going through is no game
juggling with her life is not the same
she cries she screams
her tears flow forever like a stream
shes awake but just barely
"sorry i didn't live life fairly"
"please god take me"
"please god make me see forever light"
with these last words
her soul takes flight