Lover or friend

I am thinking about u
but my friend also do
can't leave with both of u
also i can't choose

i used to be close to u
i used to feel how u do
i can't say i .... u
i can just suppose

that i will forget what we have said
like we have never did
and i will live like that i am died
trying to have u and ma friend

i saw u b4 everyone
i took care of u more than anyone
i can see u in everything and everyone
but i don't deserve u because i was blind

now i can see
between us a sea
will u swim to me
or say never mind

i am lost in the space
i have no place
all i can do is just chase
chase ma dreams just in ma mind