Without you here

I looked in when i was outside
and outside when i was in
i did not know what side
i should choose

without you here
neither is the right side
without you here
both sides are empty
without you here
why am i here

i wondered had you done
the same thing and pulled
away from the facade
you spent your life living

without you here
i do not belong
without you here
i should not exist
without you here
i will perish

who knows what will happen
when the night is chill
and your hand touches mine
and your lips caress me

without you here
i cannot sleep
without you here
i cannot breathe
without you here
i shall weep

even if the night is warm
even if i am in your arms
i will wonder what may
change as time goes on

without you here
in dark i will shake
without you here
the night alarms me
without you here
dreams are nightmares

destiny beckons to me
fantasies invade sleep
morning cannot call
me to lonely reality

i shall weep
i shall shake
i shall not sleep
i shall not exist
without you here