Sometimes

I'll never admit it,
Nobody ever could.
It's just sometimes,
sometimes I wish...
Wish I wouldn't,
Wish I couldn't.
But I do, really do.

Why do I have to?
Maybe someday I won't,
What if I don't?
If I never did?

Sometimes, just sometimes
I wish I wouldn't,
Not anymore,
Not even just a little,

Sometimes, I wish
Wish that I could be free of this love,
of being tired and constantly hurting,
My wish
Sometimes, just sometimes