This is a letter I gave to my ex boyfriend just getting a lot of unsaid words off my mind.
The reason I'm writing you is I need to tell you somethings before we walk away from each other. This is my question to you, we both say we've moved on, but is that entirely true? When I look into your eyes & still see a glimpse of something there, that's proof enough. No guy has ever touched my heart & soul the way you have and never will I allow them to. What we had was a one time life experience that I will always cherish. Never did I tell you enough how much you meant to me & still do but I know that doesn't take back all the things they've changed between us. I know nothing stays the same no matter how much we want it to. maybe someday you'll be able to get passed what I've done to you & let me back into your life or maybe you won't. but I'll tell you one thing no matter what happens there will always be that special place in my heart that is held for you. Emotionally I know I was a complicated person to deal with & not many would've taken that grief everyday & still found a way to smile. I don't blame you for not wanting to try anymore. Sometimes you just have to walk away and say enough is enough & I think that is where you're at. Although I'll love you even if you don't love me back & it'll be okay cause the only love you keep is the love you give away. Someone once said "Good-bye is the most hardest thing to say, because you have to walk away with just a memory & memories they fade." So Gabriel I'm asking you not to let me become just another faded memory of someone who walked into your life simply to walk out, cause with you I felt things I had never felt before & did things I'd never done before. Thank-you for that as well as for being my everything, my world, my best friend, my knight in shining armor on the bad nights, my puddin on the bad hair days& my baby loves on the good ones, not to mention my cookie monster for always & the rest of my life. Just remember "at the end of it all, love is still love, even if you fall."
