Love life

Ive been trying to find a way out my own mistakes,Ive been trying to reach for something that

use to be there,i wish it was still there,everything good left so fast,i got left behind,i got stuck

with the things that pulled me down,i stayed with it and made the wrong decisions,i was so

attached to shadows that made me so happy but i always found a way to break inside there

hearts and leave it broken,but theres always another one on the side to fix it.Ive been putting

everyone in front of me cause all i can do is follow,i dont know how to be the leader.my past

sleeps with me but i keep dreaming it away,but its always here to stay,i forgot how happy i use

to be, but I'm still happy for the wrong reasons,these days they pass by quick like the cars on

the freeway,my life is getting by fast but I'm alright,my heads spinning but I'm feeling great,my

body's aching but I'm already use to it,my hearts lonely but its strong,my hands crumple up my

mistakes and throw it away,I'm not down,I'm standing like glass,so fragile but ill make it,but it

takes a few seconds for me to break."well, ill always smile and love my life."