Thank you, I'm sorry

I'm here still reading your last reply,
Still wondering why you have to say goodbye.
I really don't want to see you go,
But I know it would be better if I let you go.
Things are getting complicated,
My empathy is on grave.
Terrible things are happening, and I can't bear with it.

I'm sorry if there are times you feel you're rejected,
My heart and mind are locked for someone,
Stealthily falling in love with me.
Wordlessly, trying to surmount those pains.
Accepting things like it was just nothing.

I'm sorry if I can't love you,
Friendship is the only thing I can proffer to you.
You ought to have someone better.
In fact we both know we're not destined for each other.

I'm sorry if there are times I ignore your presence,
Coz I'm too busy with someone else.
I'm sorry if I become so numb,
And I turned your heart into crumb.
You've loved me with your whole heart and soul,
But all I can say is thank you for all.