As I sit here

As I sit here and think...
I feel like I cant breath.
I just think about the first time we kissed
and it makes me smile because it was such a bliss.
I remember the first time when we held hands
You made me feel so good, I want this to last.
I think about the time when we got each other in trouble.
Because of the silly things we did together...
I think about how happy I've been
I know I haven't felt like this in a while.
I remember our Valentines Day together
it was such a wonderful night with you by my side.
I think about the time when I cried
all you did was hold me and said it was going to be alright.
You said that this was the way it was supposed to be.
I knew in my mind that you were something else.
I remember the first time I had a break down with you.
You looked around for help, because you didn't know what to do.
I remember when we were in the playground
and when I looked into your eyes,
I knew I had fallen for you.
As I sit here and think
what was it that made things go wrong?
I know I have been looking for someone like you all along.
As I sit here and remember all the sweet things you've done...
I just cant remember why this is falling apart.