Last seconds of Love

I can see my reflection, and
when i see myself i also see you,
you are a part of me, a part of my life,
didn't you think, when i asked you that simple question?
now here i am
watching at the watch
you once gave me with your love,
counting the seconds.
one second, i cut
two seconds, i cut
three seconds and i cut,
i can see the blood dropping slowly
one by one
its falling and its hurting.
i can take it, because
you know how it feels?
"like a broken heart"
before i leave i call you one last time
and i tell you
" Baby i love you with all my heart"
all you do was get mad and mad,
telling me that it was over,
As my tears drop they landed next to my cut,
now all i see is a puddle of my blood and i tell you
"baby never say i love you, if you don't feel it from the bottom of you heart.
and don't you dare cry when you see me in the ground for the last seconds of my life"
He got quiet and told me something
it was too late.
i look at one of my wrist and saw
just plain red,
in my other hand
with the picture of my ex. men.
my last words were
"i love you and will alway care"
i felt weak and landed
in the poodle on my own blood.
couldn't talk and just said
"good-bye my love"
knowing in my mind that he was now by my side
telling me that he loved me
that got jealous for talking to some other guy,
i open my eyes one last time
looked at him crying like a little boy
that just wanted his toy.
telling me not to go,
but i knew it was too late.
for i was in the last seconds
of my love life.