When it was hard to get away from you.

I woke up today , in a daze ,
i realized i was still living in my own world ,
it was time for me to get out of the haze ,
and wake up from the nightmare's mould.

i tried so hard to escape ,
but my fantasy i was living in pulled me back ,
with my body paralyzed and mouth agape ,
its as if i was going to get hacked.

reality seemed hard to sink in ,
when just in a snap you were gone ,
my heart was burning with pain ,
because all i could do was mourn.

to forget you seemed impossible ,
but as i got closer to another when i was in need ,
seemed to make you go away possible ,
because with another , he stopped making me bleed.