I want everything to be

I want everything to be as if nothing ever was.
I want everything to be normal
The doors locked again,
The key hidden again.

I want everything to be as if somethings never were.
I want everything to be forgotten
The pathway blocked once more
The way unknown once more.

I want everything to be as if it couldn't have been.
I want it all to seem impossible
The map never written
The story never told.

I want everything to be as if nothing ever happened.
I want everything to be a lie.
To bad that's what it is.
To bad that's what it was.