Have you ever?

Have you ever been so afraid to look inside yourself?
Afraid of what you might find?
Have you ever been so ashamed of who you are, because the world has taught you that it is not right?
Have you ever wished you were someone else, that you were not born this way,that you were not gay, so these complications would no longer come your way?
Have you ever felt so alone, that the lord, the love of your life is no longer with you, that your friends and family won't even try to understand you?
Have you ever felt this way, so confused, so broken, or am I truly alone tonight, with only my silent cry?!