I won't

Lord I'm sorry I have not spoken to you in a while
I just feel to guilty when I pray.
Lord I'm sorry, I'm soo sorry I've turned out this way,
But I'm tired of denieng it, tired of trrying to change, I'm tired, I just wanna scream to the world I âm gay!
Take me, or leave me, but whatever you do stop telling me I need to change, because I won't, not for you, not for anyone,
I'm sorry.